I think masturbation is something that everyone does and but sometimes it should be kept private depending on the company... your're not going to be at in the middle of a business meeting talking about the last time you masturbated...
Sometimes some people are going to be put off by the things that i say... if you dont like what i say then you dont have to read my blog. this is just a place that i am able to get my thoughts out and this is only for me to judge but feel free to make your own judgement..
Now we are talking about Social Construction... think it is the way that an institution constructs ideas and embeds them in ppl heads... ideas about marriage, sex, masturbation, friendships, any type of idea...
I like to think of myself as a product of myself... but that would go against the degree that i am currently working towards lol...
How do feel about Inequality...
I feel that there needs to be change and the only way change can occur is by changing the people that are in charge. .. I am not proposing they need to give up power but there needs to a be way that they can be happy with the things that they have and not wanting more...
When i here people using sex and gender interchangeably makes me hurt on the inside..
Sex is the biological make up of a person that is determined by the sexual organs that they are born with
Gender is the socially constructed idea/expectations of a person according in two categories; masculine and feminine.
I never thought about the "Week" being socially constructed.. it is we give so much power to Monday it is not even funny... wow never thought about it... lol ... the meaning that we give to "Monday., Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. Friday. Saturday, and Sunday" the meaning that we give to each day as a culture or a group of people..... its funny to think about that ... lol...
I have had one meal today.. that was lunch.. i had the normal Pita and I am not sure of what dinner I am going to have.... but I can ensure you I am hungry lol...
This is better than Twitter and Facebook, because i feel like I am not limited to the things that i want to say and it can be continuous lol...
I need to go play Bejeweled lol... I am going to play that for a while trying not to get caught.. I think i am going to because people are falling asleep in class and i think i shouldnt do this because i am sitting in the front and she is looking and standing in front of me ... okay after thinking about this i am not going to go play Bejeweled lol....
Why are all the things that are not the normal are always put on blast for people to see and figure out... just because i have some weight on me doesnt mean that i need to have be under a microscope... there is nothing wrong with me.. so what i hit a rough patch in my life... doesnt meant that it is a social issue because the other people in my class are the same weight as i am .. get over it .. there are other people in the world that need your attention.. you need to move on about your life and stop diving into mind. .
So i was walking to my meeting a little while ago and my mind was doing its usual thinking about the past.. and i was thinking about the night that i shared with a special person. Things really change after this and it made me very upset... because i thought it was my fault.. it was one night that meant a lot to me.. i dont know if it didnt happen would things be the same as there are now... probably not.. we would talk more and see more of each other... i dont know ... but i wish things were different.. i dont know how to deal with it.. but i am mad because i cant help to think it was my fault even tho i know it was a mutual action... it just puts me in a funk sometimes... because its not going anywhere either way.. i so wanted to be their Valentine, but i couldnt because i didnt want to make things even more awk..... i dont know .. i just need to get more concrete answers lol.. but i am afraid to talk about it because i am afraid of the response either way... but i would like to be with them .. but i think the most important thing is i want them in my life either way... you know...
but i am ready to be loved... i am ready for a person to love me... to chance me.. to want to be with me you know.... this week has been hard... its the first Valentine Day without my sister Krissy.... and i am still learning how to do things..... now that i am thinking about this i am getting a little bit emotional ... i am in class and i need to get it together.. right.. why do i need to get it together.. what cant i be broken.... why do i need to get things in order.. what if i dont want things to be in order..... now i am getting mad.... lol
idk on to another topic lol
so i am in class right and this professor is like messing with me lol ... this is women in society and this class is great and has a great message but she is messing with my mind because of the way she teaches and how weird she is... she is seeming to be smart well intelligent.. lol..
we are not talking about intersex... i think parents and doctors that perform these emergency surgeries are wrong, and just as wrong as the parents that automatically place the force of the world.. it really annoys me.. to the point where they all need to recheck their minds..
The heteronormative nature of our society is really insane... when parents are thinking about who their child is going to have sex with when they are about 20 years down the line...
she ending class running to the board and almost falling .. lmao!!!!!
i am on duty tonight and it is going to be so fun!! lmao.. i am so hungry lol....
end at 7:07pm
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