You know how when you're younger and you imagine yourself at a certain age... well I did not measure up !
Recently I feel like a PLL.. I have been keeping certain things from people .. not by my doing but by other's wishes..
Speaking of PLL... I dont have to for the drama.. if I was on PLL there would be not be a show.. I would tell everything..
Back to what i was saying.. there has been so many changes in my life in the pass year or so.. I dont talk to certain people any more because of the way they have treated me.. I'm trying to get away from them.. being emotionally dependent.. I dont know if I can allow myself to fully give myself to another person.. i dont think i like where it took me ..
it is now second semester of my senior year.. I am looking at grad schools.. i dont have much time .. i need to hand them in..
I'm with someone now.. its been nice so far..
I have developed some trust issues.. because of this one person.. i feel like they took advantage of my kindness and my love for them..
Well professionally things are going great ! I am the Records and Compliance Officer for Student Conduct this semester. I am also the Mentor Resident Assistant for The Village Apartment Living..
looking at the future.. i dont know what it holds.. i could be in florida, texas, or ct ... Im just not sure a bit scared ..
