Monday, April 18, 2011

The inital phases are the absolute worse. I'm really drained at this point. I have nnott energy for this presentation. if called then I'm going to pull it out.
You made me look like a fool. I'm going to be the biggest bitch ever and I don't want to hear anything from anyone. I'm sry ppl in advance.
You made me look like a fool. I'm going to be the biggest bitch ever and I don't want to hear anything from anyone. I'm sry ppl in advance.
I feel used! I think if you would have been honest with me from the beginning. lying and leading not right. You made me look like a fool.
Fergie's "Finally" is not hitting the spot right now. I have to change it. I just feel like going to sleep this is exhausting me beyond belief.
I guess two Friday's again really was the icing on the cake. I guess you had your share. Point of tears ... I really don't know why. Yes... I am supper pissed!
Taking this energy and going to turn it to positive energy. I don't know when I will be able to do this but it will happen. I just can't believe you now.
There are really things that we can't handle. And on top of everything that I have to do. This is something I didn't expect. This is not going to be about you!
I know what you are going to say "I don't give a fuck!"ooh well I do and this isn't selling well. It makes me sick. Unbelievable!
I won't stoop down to your level but it won't be nice. Imm really hurt, and entering the year didn't think you were going to be the one too hurt me.
I really do hope that you read this! I'm not holding back. I've been honest since day one. Please don't let me hear any rumors or you talking about me.
This is absolutely insane to me right now! You're really going to let things end like that over a bbm status when I asked you directly last night.
I've never had a person who had this much affect on me. I can't even believe myself right now. Point of tears in public is not me.

Kidding Me

You have to be absolutely kidding me !!!

There is no way that you are serious right now. Of all times now!!
When I asked you last night you should have said something.. and now you want to change you BBM status to that. Oh I got the hint now... I am so done with this... after everything that has been going on all semester you want to leave it to a hint !!! well I got the hint point taken...

I am so dam pissed right now... I dont even know... you just went back on all of your words and actions.. i do not have any backing for what ever comes next because there is no loyalty because you have none to me..

Blocked and Done !!!

signed ...

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Note to you- if you want to propose to me, do it on a cliff in Ireland.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

And admit to loving me like you said before its not hard and its not wrong. You're not committing a crime. You're loving another individual. Why is that so hard
I would love for us to be together and I think we can make each other truly happy but this is not a healthy way to start this.. I just need you to come around
You need to tell me so I am not dealing with the confusing nature of our relationship... Sometimes I just don't know why I like the complicated...
You are not acting out your words... You say you love me but you are not proving it by your actions >:O. Maybe its really that time for me to be done ...