okay so i have a couple of true stories from the morning. I woke up and realized that I checked and sent emails in my sleep this morning. I dont know if it was because i was awake or not lol.. The next true story was I woke up and realized that i had a test at 8am lol.. and the last true story is kinda funny... i wanted to take a shower in the dark this morning because i thought it would have been a good experiment lmaoo... so i did so, and then i went to brush my teeth and realized that the light had blew out so.. i had no choice to take a shower in the dark lmao ... too funny!!!
SO i went to my 8am and took the test it wasnt that bad lol so i did what i did and moved on.. went to breakfast with MG and then DM joined us.. and the whole time i was thinking about him.. I dont know why he is always on my mind... I really just want to be there for him like he was there for me you know.. is that bad... i dont think so .. but apparently it is bc he doesnt allow me to I dont know what is the prob with me being there for him... I dont know what to do bc i dont want to give up on him but i dont want ot push him away.. it is me............??? oh well you know i guess we will have to see where things goo..
OMG someone just walked passed me that i dont like and i remembered this weekend having to speak with them and be in the same room with them... ugh... i am not a fake person but i am not a totally rude person you know lol.. well at least i try not to be lmao... some people may see me as a rude person but i really dont care what other people think of me.. i dont have the mental capasitity to sit in a room and worry about what people think of me..
oh he is cute and he just looked at me and walked away lmao..
i am so random.. sometime i think i have ADHD or ADD sometimes because i get easily distracted and my mind constantly races lo.l..
there is this girl that is like less then 5 feet from me ans she looks like she can be someone twin.. but i dont want to bring it up to that person because i remember how it use to feel when ppl use to say that i looked like this guy that i did not like... like we were mortal enemies llmao.. oh high school drama. ..
I was talking to WM over the weekend and we were talking about how much people mature from their first semester of college to their second semester junior year.. you know.. I am like a totally different person.. ther eis so much that happened to me in this 6 semester time... that if someone would have told me once i came to college i would have looked and laughed at them... that goes for the food and bad you know... I have to get things better on track then they are now..... i know it may seem lik i have things figured out but i really dont lmao... i try to appear like i do ...
this past friday i was so under the influence i almost did not have any control.. lmao and i should not have my phone at all!!! and i kinda text some people and invited to sleep with some people and text him and told him i want to be with him... it was a shit show lmao.. but i had so much fun.. and i dont regret it bc it happened and its over so, so what!! lmao... what evs...
its rude to blog with ppl in front of me at lunch.. i must be engaged lol.. so ttyls for now lmao
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